I should have seen right through.
Ironic, cause now it sucks to be you.
Cause you had your chance(s).

My smile pisses you off.
Here I am, you turn and scoff.
Funny, because now it doesn't bother me.
I've got all I want, I'm all I want to be.
I don't need fortunes and love to torture you.
Come on, get a fucking clue.
All I need is happy.

He's finally becoming used to his smile.
He'll make it out alive.
He'll sing until she cries.
He's got this written out, all planned.
He's grown into so much more than a man.

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I've learned that in time all of you were right.
No one cares or will care what happens tonight.
Years pass by
I'm drinking you blue.
I will take this to my grave.
[Or far away from you]

Doesn't matter that i've heard it all a million times.
I still want to know.

We're conquering the worst.
And i'll be here for a lifetime.

Some considered honorary, other's called "insane"
But for the next 40 years, we'll still be in pain.
Now the skies are turning black, but the ground is painted red.
And on those grounds, 70 million people will be pronounced dead.

Hey there. I know you don't know be, but can i borrow some happy for awhile? 
You see, i've sat here for quite some time, thinking about so many things.
Can't put my finger on what's gotten me the most.
I used to try so hard to become who I want to be, who you want me to be.
Now i'm spending my days planning ways to leave this earth in peace.
The skies have grown dark, now they stay that way.
Don't matter if it's noon or if it's late.
I've cried
So many times
While you love your life, your friends, your mind.
But you don't give a shit about me.

People talk about their problems like they actually mean something.
Friends go on acting like they're perfectly fine with each other.

so i'm just using this entry to remind myself of what i want to do for my science investigations class.

i want to test goldfish to see if they actually have  3 second memory!